Then and Now

> I still remember our first HELLO,
back when we had separate lives, back when we were 'just friends'
> I still remember our first DANCE,
back when i was afraid to love, afraid of the uncertainty.
> I still remember our first KISS,
back when i was first beginning to live.
And now things have changed.
> Every KISS has made me realize,
that i never lived before your love.
> Every DANCE reminds me
how good it feels to be in love..
> And with every HELLO, i fall in love all over again,
loving you more and more each day.
> And now our separate lives have become one..
binded with an everlasting love.
♥ erato

The Way You Make Me Feel

How did you know, i needed someone like you?
You came at the right time, and showed me love is TRUE.
You saved me from my misery, a nightmare i had made,
but just some time spent with you & those worries began to fade.
You brought joy to my world & made the sun shine bright
I went through such lonely days, but you made me feel alright.
You gave me hope, to be happy once more,
then you made me realize, i've NEVER felt this way before.
Every time im with you, you always make me smile.
You're the reason i am happy; you make my life worthwhile.
I have to hold my breath when i look into your eyes.
You've touched me internally, and my heart no longer cries.
It's really quite amazing, the way you make me feel..
That's why i believe, that our love is for REAL (:
♥ erato


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Finding Your Smile.

I see you in the corner, of my wandering eyes,
i see you talking, laughing, and then my spirit flies.
For i look and then i see, your very catchy smile
which makes my insides do somersaults, and makes me wanna smile!
I see you smile and laugh, and i want to be with you..
to smile and laugh right by your side, but will you want me to?
You dont have to like me, as much as i do you..
but please, can i not just, smile & laugh with you?
♥ erato

Thorn.

When things begin to CHANGE and things just arent right,
she then begins to worry and her thoughts begin to fight.
she knows that something's there, begin a hurtful thorn..
she saw a kind of look, this she could have sworn.
not a look of happiness, but not a look of hate
she wonders why things are, and what brings her to this fate.
She hates not knowing what it is, and just knowing that its THERE,
has she done something wrong? has she been unfair?
♥ erato

So Alone..

Why is it that i feel oh so alone?
Whose fault is it? none other than my own..
I know i broke his heart by what i chose to do
but i not only broke his heart, i broke my own too.
The feelings i feel inside of me are really hard to explain..
so i'm sorry i did what i did, for i know i caused you pain.
I had to say 'goodbye' cuz i felt it was right to do.
Cuz there's something that you dont know..that i now know is true..
♥ erato

A Little Too Late

ive given up on my daydreams, cuz ive realized they wont come true
you've vanished from my thoughts now, and there might be someone new..

How do i know if what i feel is true?
i've never felt about you before.. is this loving you?
i want to hug you tight and close, to show you that i care.
but if i end up losing you, that pain i could not bear.
now should i tell you how i feel? i cannot believe this fate..
this fate that i have fallen for you, just a little bit too late..
♥ erato

Hidden

There's something 'bout the smiles i wear, some people cant believe.
it's the fact that the smiles you see, hide sorrows underneath.
There are days so full of sadness, that when i lay at night,
drowning in my tears, is my biggest fright.
Sometimes i just sit and think, and then i realize
that tears are rolling down my cheek, falling from my eyes.
The wetness from my eyes are called my silent tears,
they come from deep within my soul, when i think about my fears.
♥ erato

DONE.

I've wasted all year just thinking about you,
and whether or not my feelings are true.
So what do i do? i've decided to cease.
to stop this ridiculous dreaming..and my impossible fantasies.
♥ erato

Another day..

I sit, i glance; i watch, i see. and quiet is all that i can be.
Why cant i talk? i do not know..This brings me down, i feel so low
We're barely friends, but still i feel.. something inside, oh whats the deal?
I stay afar, i dont come near, i dont get close, is this a fear?
So many opportunities, lots of chances that i get,
to have conversations, but i have taken none yet.
Why cant i be my chatty self? i cant be quiet anymore..
There's always just the silences; a friendship's all im trying for.
Wondering what i should do, thinking of what to say..
as i see you walking near, i just look away.
Another day passes, not a word even said.
not a single thing done, but you're still in my head.
This is all weird cuz i dont know why i do,
feel all these emotions, every time i look at you.
♥ erato

Someone

Someone who will understand what i do and why.
Someone who'll always be there, and'll wipe the tears i cry.
Someone who'll be by my side, when i look & call.
Someone who'll be ready to catch me when i fall.
Someone i can laugh with, who'll make me feel alright.
Someone who'll rid of my sorrows & hold me close and tight.
Someone who wont leave me or break my heart in two.
Someone who will care for me and will not make me blue.
I must be patient, the time will come..
I hope i realize, when someone has come.
♥ erato